Wow Tymer. I do get it. Don't give up on life. Now I know you won't listen to me, no one does, but just cause things seem bad doesn't been they'll stay bad. You say your life sucks? Do something about it. Never give up. It sounds like you're giving it all away. Dude, you have so much to live for that you don't even know about yet, and if you give up, you'll never find out.
Its just, so not worth it. I feel like crap alot of days too, and I know you're thinking, yeah sure but you don't know how I feel. Bull. Tymer, you're awesome and talented. You have so many people here that think you're so cool, like me, and the rest of the NKC. I know it might not matter much but it does to some. For some of the people here, the NKC is all they have. All they have for support, love, friendship.
And even in real life. I mean, my friends don't call me, the ones from school. You don't have it as bad as it seems, lots more people have it worse.
I just hope you can pick yourself up again and realize all this
-- Edited by Puppylover16 at 01:52, 2007-08-06
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My pain and all the trouble caused, no matter how long, I believe that there's hope buried beneath it all.
Wow Tymer. I do get it. Don't give up on life. Now I know you won't listen to me, no one does, but just cause things seem bad doesn't been they'll stay bad. You say your life sucks? Do something about it. Never give up. It sounds like you're giving it all away. Dude, you have so much to live for that you don't even know about yet, and if you give up, you'll never find out.
Its just, so not worth it. I feel like crap alot of days too, and I know you're thinking, yeah sure but you don't know how I feel. Bull. Tymer, you're awesome and talented. You have so many people here that think you're so cool, like me, and the rest of the NKC. I know it might not matter much but it does to some. For some of the people here, the NKC is all they have. All they have for support, love, friendship.
And even in real life. I mean, my friends don't call me, the ones from school. You don't have it as bad as it seems, lots more people have it worse.
I just hope you can pick yourself up again and realize all this
-- Edited by Puppylover16 at 01:52, 2007-08-06
Ditto, QFT, ur compleetly roit maaaaaan, I agree.
My life isn't all that great either; No friends, I suck at school, I just come here all day for the most part. But I like coming here (most of the time) so I don't care; It'll get better eventually, just find something you like to do.
As for what you said...
No more 'trying' to be funny: You make me laugh all the time, how are you not funny? I'm not really funny either. I either take things too far (By saying that a airplane just crashed on my street and took out my neighbors' houses, then I shot down a enemy plane orbiting my house, which by the way I did make people believe) or make up immature bathroom jokes when I'm bored. (Or bathroom inventions; Diarhea + Tornado Jet Pack for instance.) (You can use your imagination for that one. )
No more 'trying' to have good art: What do you mean trying? I'll have to upload my art soon, yours is far better - I can hardly draw a complete circle in MS Paint, or on paper.
And you're one of my better friends here, and I know how you feel; Instead of the old "YAY PSY'S ON!!!!! :D" thing when I come on MSN, only a few actually care anymore; I can go days with only getting 1 IM. I have about 35 people on my contacts and about 10 even talk to me. But that's fine. There's still a few good friends you have here and are worth staying for -- Like me!!! tehehehehehe!!!! If it wasn't for the 10 people who actually do care I'd be long gone.
Wow Tymer. I do get it. Don't give up on life. Now I know you won't listen to me, no one does, but just cause things seem bad doesn't been they'll stay bad. You say your life sucks? Do something about it. Never give up. It sounds like you're giving it all away. Dude, you have so much to live for that you don't even know about yet, and if you give up, you'll never find out.
Its just, so not worth it. I feel like crap alot of days too, and I know you're thinking, yeah sure but you don't know how I feel. Bull. Tymer, you're awesome and talented. You have so many people here that think you're so cool, like me, and the rest of the NKC. I know it might not matter much but it does to some. For some of the people here, the NKC is all they have. All they have for support, love, friendship.
And even in real life. I mean, my friends don't call me, the ones from school. You don't have it as bad as it seems, lots more people have it worse.
I just hope you can pick yourself up again and realize all this
-- Edited by Puppylover16 at 01:52, 2007-08-06
^ QFT. Things will get better for you tymer, over time. And I do understand completely what you mean. I'm going through almost what you're going through: nobody caring, not talking to anyone, etc. Well, I don't see my parents, they hardly speak, and I've got one person in real life that I can [but hardly.] speak to, who happens to be my sister. I now don't see ANY of my family, and things are pretty...Crappy. But leavinggg this forum won't exactly make things better, you'll hurt yourself more by doing that. And, I try to make the best of staying here. I try to talk to my friends more and be less strict, try talking to one of your friends you can trust to try to make you feel better. Tymer, you've got to understand something: None of us have a "great" life ourselves. So, we're supporting each other on here. Yep, on here. Not on MSN. ( :O ) Not Skype, not AIM, not Trillian, or anything like that. Because we all have some kind of IM communication thing and there's the people who don't IM us or anything. (Oh, I have about 30 of those ;) Possibly 40. :D ) Or show no caring of anything to do with us. (Heh..Not saying how many of those I have..XD) We have our enemies, and we have the people whom we just don't like. Don't let it get to you. If you let it get to you, you'll be in a complete downfall. Seriously. I've met 20+ backstabbers, and I let the first 5 get to me. That was the worst time of my life, and yet I still meet 'em. Tymer, you've got people on here who care and don't happen to have anything against you, so why leave now? If if weren't for theee...4 people who actually IM me, and show they WANT to talk to me, and show they worry if I show no intention of leaving and then I'm gone for days, I would've just left. Yes. 4 people are keeping me here, and if they ever show that they all don't care anymore, well then, I will go. Well then, if 4 people can keep me here, why not stay for all these people who want you to stay?
EVERYONE WHO SAID A SINGLE THING MORE THAN TWO WORDS, READ THIS NOW OR I WILL KILL YOU IN YOUR SLEEP. >:(
Guys, I'm not planning on leaving anytime soon. If my life fell apart and I lost everything but internet and a computer, I'd come here, because my only friends would be here. Don't worry.
But....There's something that sucks about my life that I can't change...And that's that I lie. I lie A LOT. Half the things people know about my are lies. I lied a lot, and it ruined a lot of my life, and I can't turn back now. If you don't get it.....I FRIGGIN LIED TO MY BEST FRIEND ABOUT SOMETHING HUGE. And I can't turn back now. Time doesn't turn back. And now I have friends I don't deserve....Things I shouldn't have that others need....*sigh*
Woah, I'm not sure what to say. It's hard to tell someone you lied. I had to do it once, it wasn't easy, but it worked out in the end. Now see, you have plenty of time to turn around, your depressed, NOTHING will look good and up-sided right now. Try and get out that mood, think of the good things you can do, because I know from watching you around the forums, and talking to you, that you have many talents.
You can't keep lies up inside, they build up slowly, it may seem little at first, but then they get bigger and bigger. Think about what this may look like in a couple of months. I know, your thinking "everyone tells me this!!!", proubly true. I know from EXPERINCE that it's true.
Thanks NGal. It's just...The lies I've said...The biggest ones....Are now huge. They used to be small....But now they're not. I think I might have ruined someone's life...And the reputation of Canadian people. (But only the people in my town would think it...)....Wow...I want to cry...This SUCKS. D: